During a period of time in 2004, I laid on the bed helpless and the whole body had already out of my control. I knew my older mother were waiting for me coming home, so I can not told the truth to her.I said to her ” I am on a business trip ” Of course, I lied. It was the most weakness period in my life.At that time, a lot of memory appear in my head, time like the water flow out of my body so that I can feel the weight of the life.I can not do anything except waiting. luckily, the camera captured my own shadow. When I face these photos, I feel my soul out of my body and then take me back to that time, and I able to see the light of the soft part from my own.
Perhaps these are the best presents bring to people by photos. We can get to the place that we and others used to be.Although we can not replace him or her for love, for hate, for surfer the pain by the illness，even for living day by day. However, we still can feel the soul from them, and do appreciate it. When the shutter opening, we just hold and waiting for it, listening the whisper from heart, or peering the twilight of the others.
Tang Haowu
